something incredible happened last night in tekong.. 2 ladies came down to our spec mess wearing short and sexy nurse's uniforms and did a sort of striptease show.... haha... they were dancing sexily around 2 guys while taking off their clothes till they were in their bikinis.... they even stripped the top of the guys... it was weird to see that happening in tekong... imagine that happening in a room full of horny bastards.... haha.... but the worst thing was, i missed the whole damn thing! damn... i was on duty when some of my friends smsed me saying i was missing out on a lot... idiots... i still didn't realise what was happening until my friends came back and showed me their video recordings.... those lucky bastards! never mind... its juz a stupid cheap thrill... heh...

a stupid thing happened this morning... our oc had given us permission to book out to relax for today as our new intake is tmr.. then when we, all the new specs, had already booked out and were already on the bus to pasir ris, we got a call from our 2ic saying we had to come back to tekong as our individual photos need to be taken... feeling damn frustrated, we called the so called photographer, who was a fellow spec, to see if it was possible to meet us outside as he was on his way to the ferry terminal.... thank goodness he agreed.... so we went to have lunch first at changi village while waiting for the photographer.... i was dressed in civilian clothings but in order to take those photos, i had to change to my no.4... so i went to the toilet at the hawker centre and changed, feeling really really stupid as people came in and out of the toilet looking at me as if i was some kind of weirdo.... sucks.... after all that, we went to the ferry terminal where we met the photographer and took our photos in the toilet.... don ask me why the toilet... finally after it was all over, we all went out of the ferry terminal again and went home.... the guards muz have thought we were crazy to have come in and out of the ferry terminal so many times.... i really really felt like an idiot then... wtf....

my first ever batch of recruits are coming in tmr morning.... feeling abit nervous... and it also sucks due to the fact that i'll be confined for 2 weeks in this island with them..... arghh!


Riz lost himself at 4/20/2006 11:40:00 pm

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i'm starting to develop these feelings again... and i hate it... cause it brings nothing but trouble to me so far... i've tried my best to supress these feelings for some time but it juz won go away... in fact, its getting stronger.... i hate it when this happens... i've had so many bad experiences in the past that i wished it would juz go away... experiences which have left me demoralised and feeling worthless.... i know that following these feelings would bring me to no good end..... i also know that its juz not possible for it to work out, but why does these feelings continue to grow.... someone help me....


Riz lost himself at 4/17/2006 11:41:00 pm

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what the hell are these feelings! get out of my mind please...


Riz lost himself at 4/15/2006 01:22:00 am

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sorry for the outburst in the previous post... juz venting out my frustration after being pushed around too much in camp... forget bout that... did enlistment duty on fri and sat... and saw a lot of babes... haha... they were either there to send off their brothers or boyfriends... it was a great feast for the eyes... heh... but there was one particular girl who caught my eye... that sweet sweet face... i can still picture it in my head... that smile... all the other guys noticed her too and were talking bout her at the back.... i juz couldn't stop looking at her then... at one point of time, she came up to me with this sweet sweet smile asking for the ladies.... man, i nearly melted.... haha.... but all good things had to come to an end, and she went off with her family.... sigh... have been thinking bout her ever since.... damn it, i'm obsessed!! this is definately not healthy.... i don't even know her name.... haha...

dave is finally back from thailand.... after one whole month there.... and he still hasn't changed one bit... haha... met up with him yesterday evening together with the rest of the group... caught ice age2... it was pretty cool.... and the whole time i was with them they were constantly disturbing me bout the progress package that they were gonna get while i, being the youngest of the lot and also bout a month late to be eligible for the package, miss out on it.... idiots.... haha... never mind, i'll get the whole lot of them to treat me to a movie or something when they get their cash... heh...


Riz lost himself at 4/09/2006 07:01:00 pm

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juz got back from camp this morning because i had duty yesterday... and it was all last min... i was told bout it only a few hours before i was to book out on fri... idiots... slept only for 2 hours.... and i have to book back in tonight.... and for the next 2 weekends, i'll only have my sunday off because of duties again on those saturdays....then the following week after that, i'll be confined for 2 weeks due to the new batch of recruits coming in.... arghh!! who says a bmtc instructors' life is great!! fcuk it!!


Riz lost himself at 4/02/2006 02:46:00 pm

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